mom's day

today is the two year anniversary of mom's death. it is so weird. it seems like something that happened years ago, yet i'm always shocked by the thought like it was yesterday. i know i'm not the only one who has ever lost someone close. i can't even fathom losing a loved one in an act of violence like war or a car crash or something. it just seems like it would be so much worse. and this is bad enough. thanks to everyone who called or sent email today. it helped. i know i didn't get back to everyone, but it wasn't always a moment i felt like talking. love you.